This was more
difficult than I thought, because I felt like Rip Van Winkle as if I’d awakened
into someone else’s life and I didn’t like what I was experiencing but I didn’t
know how to get out of it and if this was my reality it was a playground merry-go-round
and I wanted off! I was silently screaming “stop the ride I want to get off”,
but whoever was spinning the ride was going faster and faster and I was getting
sick!
Over the years I had many
diagnoses: obesity, arthritis, IBS, otitis, meningitis, hair falling out, PTSD,
border line diabetic, abnormal cells in my left breast, neurological disorders
and some other stuff! Then one day one of my doctors said to me “it’s time you
take back your life and stop looking at all of the things you haven’t done and
look at the things you have done!” With
my doctor’s words ringing in my ears later that night I cried out to God “how
do I take back my life?” “Help me!”
To release the
additional pounds that I was carrying around I began delving deeply into my
inner being of finding me! I had lost me years ago and I had morphed into a
person that I didn’t like or approve of. I had to get beneath the layers of
broken dreams, emotional hurts, spiritual starvation, career disillusionment,
and overall discontentment with life and as we all know our exterior is
reflective of our interior.
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